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Moment We Met 12/21/02 No candlelit dinners No fancy cars to ride Just you and me And those moonlit nights No jewelry No silverware Just you and me And our dollar dreams to share No heart shaped candy No love letters to give away Just you and me And lots of things to say Your pictures my words Your pain my hurt Your eyes my star Your strength my power Your tenderness my care Your thoughts my prayer Your breath my air Your loss my tear Your shoulder my head Well What I really mean to say is Just you and me And Hallelujah to the moment we met This is my little gift to All my young friends in love

Common Pain 12/25/02 I learned what heartache was Everytime I was with you You never cared for me Yet I never outgrew you Always knew your love was But a sweet lie Still it hurt When you said goodbye Sure I understood You don't love me It's someone else your eyes seek   And yet If nothing else We share a common pain Of loving Loving someone but in vain

I'll Stand By You 01/02/03 When you are feeling down When all your friends are gone In my arms you'll find home When nothing seems right When you wanna give up the fight In my arms you'll find the reason to be When your heart is drifting When your world is shifting In my arms you'll find peace When the walls are closing in on you To a way out you don't have a clue In my arms you'll find your destiny When the world is chasing you When you wanna run away In my arms you'll find a place to hide When you fear never getting up again When all the efforts are in vain In my arms you'll find recovery When life has gone by When its time to say goodbye In my arms you'll find immortality Cause no one loves you the way I do Turn to me I'll always stand by you

Complicated Heart 01/11/03   I just carry on I don't hold on As if I never really hurt I manage to look ahead Even as I ward off Demons from the past I wish I weren't so smart To understand Life is bigger Bigger than you and me I wish I weren't so loved To feel Life is about People who stood by me Not who let me down I wish I weren't so rational To realize Life has times One has to let go Move along I wish I weren't so humane To err To regret To rage Yes There are debts in life One has to pay There are nightmares To keep one awake If only I could turn back times When I said too much And when I didn't say enough laughter ripples through Smiles abound No one complains Oh but how I pray Skies turn gray Coz when pain becomes unbearable And tears run free I would blame it on the rain Ah So much for a complicated heart

Journey 02/23/03 When I started out on the road It was years ago I was so tentative and unsure But I had a heart full of dreams And a life ahead full of hopes Every bend looked inviting Every turn exciting Journey wasn't at all tiring Then years on road took their toll As they do on one and all Heart felt empty Life begin to tighten Like a noose around the neck The long walk making my joints ache Every bend looked futile exercise Every turn dead end And I never realized Before the journey I had met my end

Times 03/01/03 Times are strange Times change Times are never same Sometimes are right Sometimes are wrong Sometimes make you weak Sometimes you are strong Happy sad Good bad Lost and found They turn around Trapped and free Down in dumps Touch the sky Soft as snow Hard as stone Straighten your back Turn the tide Shrug and walk away Time to get the move on Fire in your eyes Will make the sunshine Talk to your body Talk to your soul Get up Find your way home

Joy 09/05/03 Joy has such frivolous nature Even as it grows it fades away As it curls the lips Tears are held at bay Its sweet delight Somehow leaves A sour aftertaste Although its precious Yet at the end of the day All seems such a waste A clever marksman It shoots straight at the heart By the time we comprehend Its already too late Its hangover Is much worse For joy to arrive It makes us wait To every night there is day Just like clouds our hurt will drift away And we open our arms To embrace it But by then Its already time for it to part ways Joy has such frivolous nature And Regret as we might We bite the bait

To The One I Love 09/21/03 Sometimes its harder to hold on Then letting go Heart believes Though the mind knows We survived the loneliness We survived the throngs We put a few things right We learned to live with a few wrongs When you walked away I still stayed When I wanted it to end You held on My faith never wavered I never had a doubt For a while I thought Battle had been won Its only when our hearts found their way I realized Battle had only just begun Friends are but few Temptations anew To a place life has led Maybe tomorrow it will come true This dream we had Lovers are gods only sin Even as they lose They win And yet Love is easy when its faked True love has to pay its dues But I know its worth it When I am with you

Someday 11/25/03 How did you ever think I'd be happy when we fought For I can't win if you lose At least you still can choose I got no choice Loud and clear I hear my inner voice Sometimes I wonder What would it be like to be in your arms again Ha.but all these sores are sharp reminder of the pain Your eyes looking at me tenderly And then memories of them burning with jealousy Vicious chain of sweet surrender and toughest struggles Honey laced endearments interspersed with sharpest words Lovely night disappearing in torturous days Young love losing to lifes tumultuous ways Sweet hearts the darkest enemies Feeling of betrayal yet to cease Pressures tore us apart Some tough times Some mistakes Oh how did we lose our way Instead of holding on we pushed each other away Over and over We hurt each other Until there was no more heart to break Came so far Of going back there seems no way If only I could turn back time And start all over again I can't love anyone else And yet No one else can I hate All is lost Maybe someday... Only the hope stays

Beauty And The Beast 01/25/04 Once upon a time Faraway from the town up in a tower Close to sky Untouched by creatures of the earth Lived little beauty She played on the mountain With rabbits and birds And she heard the shepherd sing to his herds She wondered what would it be like to play with them To dance in a circle holding hands Why can't I go down in the valley She asked the king There's so much I see from up here That I'd love to go and feel What its gonna be like down there Lovely princess Said the king you are still a little birdie Don't know how to fly You go down there When you got wings that can make you fly Okay daddy she said aloud She wondered if she'd ever have wings But king how could she doubt So she waited Days turned to weeks Weeks into years And yet wings weren't there In the spring she saw the valley Painted in every hue The birds chirped And children played The shepherd sang And she couldn't stand it anymore Scared as she was Yet one look at the shepherd And her fears fled away He smiled up to her And in his big brown eyes She lost her way Under the cerulean skies He pledged his undying love His sweet lilting voice And sweet embrace Oh valley so sweet Why did I spend all that time up there When in his arms I could spend these years Slowly shadows began to stretch over the beautiful vale Under the dark skies they kissed Her eyes closed She was living her childhood dream Then she felt a terrible tug at her heart A sharp pain seared through her And she screamed She opened her eyes Gone was her shepherd With her heart in his hands Standing instead was a beast And as sun came up over the horizon There was nothing left but to run And run she did To her tower Along the way Tears she cried bloomed into flowers Of countless hues Vale lovelier than ever Now she sits at her tower And hears his sweet voice call out to her She closes her eyes and wonders Will she ever find a heart To venture into the valley And find her shepherd again She Is Still Wondering...